Bonjour!

yes yes as you seen here, I'm back to this beautiful city.

The weather wasn't really nice, it changed in every 30 minutes.. oh là là..

Strolling around cité and pont neuf, it was really a great comeback.

I found some small space near pont neuf (that some of you may already seen on my instagram), a really calm place with some small cafes.

Really "Parisian chic"

cap: New york yankee; top: H&M; skirt: H&M; outwear: promod; bag: longchamp; shoes: converse

 

I found some small space near pont neuf (that some of you may already seen on my instagram), a really calm place with some small cafes.

Really "Parisian chic"

too bad there's not much picture I took there.

and finally I found this epic shop..

We were planning to go to Chateau de Vincennes which is 15 minutes walk from my apartment.
But well it was a crazy lazy day, so I prefer to stay at home and took some pictures chez moi.
Thanks to my super loving cousin Tamara Audrey for taking these pictures.

I know that for some people clashing patterns is a weird kind of things or even a fashion disaster

 

but well, what's world without experiment?

 

pants: topshop; shoes: topshop; the rest are unbranded

I know I've been away for days and I really miss my blog and the readers :'

Sorry for the absence!

I haven't get my internet connection here so I borrowed my cousin's just to update this post!

I'm currently enjoying my life here in Paris as you guys seen in my Instagram.

Here's the pictures taken in Disney Land Paris, last week.

enjoy!

the cool sunglasses I get from madamemeneer shop from instagram :D

with anin and ryzka

credits to my beloved photographer Jeje :* thanks for the great pics mommy!

bag: H&M; stocking: mark and spencer; shoes: docmart

 

"Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens,
bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens,
brown paper packages tied up with strings,
these are a few of my favorite things.
Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels,
door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles.
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings.
these are a few of my favorite things.
Girls in a white dresses with a blue satin sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes,
silver white winters that melt into springs,
these are a few of my favorite things.
When the dog bites, when the bee stings,
when I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
and then I don't feel so bad"

Well I was made to be a dreamer, all I'm doing right now is making things come true from what I remembered as my dreams. I did failed my DELF B2 tes, tho I passed the B1. you know that test that I took on november. But still, after all I didn't feel bad or something. It isn't because I don't believe in myself. I do, I did my best. I don't wanna blame anyone, not my teachers (as I got 4 teachers), not God, not myself, not anyone near me. It wasn't anyone's fault. It's just that God want to put me in a position where I should fight to get my dreams. This failure don't have the rights to suck off my happiness, I didn't shade a tear even a little. G was next to me last night when I told him that I failed one of the test. He didn't even know what to do and keep saying sorry for everything and I was like... I still get chances right? If I am brave enough I can take the TCF test (almost the same like DELF). Well now is that I still don't know if it is possible because I'm leaving in the end of Jan and the test will beheld on mid Feb...

 okay well..

have you guys prepared for new year?

I've been willing to write down my wishlist for January as it's my birthday month *yeayers!!*

so well, here it is.. let's see if I can get them all next year :3

jeffery campbell lita in blue sued, courtesy of solestruck

mango red double breasted wool coat, courtesy of Mango Indonesia

BETTY Sailor Wedge from I wear UP, courtesy of IWEARUP.COM

and finally my almost "best buy" in Singapore that mom decided not to buy it for me :( so sad..

Harris Tweed Satchel Bag from Dr. Martens, Courtesy of Drmartens.com

 last but not lease yet the most important thing in my life is.......

*jeng jenge jeng jeng*

 

GOT ACCEPTED ON UNIVERSITE PARIS 1, PANTHEON SORBONNE......

alors..

on croise les doigts :)

what's yours?

Fiuh!!!

it's been so long since my last post.

well today I don't come up with pictures of my outfit.

I just want to share a little of what I'm feeling right now.

So well as you know that I'm gonna reach my dream in a count of weeks,

I feel a lil depressed this couple of days.
Lack of sleep and a lot of things to do have successfully ruin my health.

I've been asking myself, why the hell I ever dreamed about living in Paris?

 First problem of all, finding a place to live, or else my visa won't be processed. 

With a minimum budget that I have, it's almost impossible to find a place or most of them were already booked.

I found myself stuck in the corner of my room searching for a flat for two people 

for me and a friend of mine

It's been a week and I feel like "this is my limit. I can't afford it anymore".

I've been crying in my prayers asking God to save me from this bad bad dream.

Keep blaming myself for not having the guts to enter FSRD ITB.

after that I start thinking why did I canceled my departure to Caen and change it to Paris.

Living cost is waaay different!

and also having some relatives that don't want to help.

you know, some people said that having a lot of relatives and friends will somehow help you.

And here I tell you what, 

NO MOST OF THEM WON'T!

after 10 people I asked, only 3 or 4 that really wanted to help.

the rest is just "well good luck with that"

and I give you my best loves and thanking you with a lot of prayers for helping me.

And I sit down and start complaining to my super patient boyfriend.

Saying I can't handle it anymore. 

I would rather go back to my first plan of staying in Caen.

But then I start thinking,

I have the best dream ever and I'm about to reach it in a few steps!

A lot of people has been wishing to have the same chance like I do.

 Living in a city of beauty...

a city of romance...

a city of fashion...

I am lucky enough to have the permission to go there,

I am blessed enough to have the chance to study the most beautiful language in the world, "French"

I am blessed enough to be surrounded by people who loves me, who motivates me...

I learned that life is never easy, the more you want, the more obstacles you'll find.

 

I learned a lot this passed 7 months of Uni preparation..

I gain a lot,

I met a lot of good people who opens up my mind.

I've seen a lot of different characters.

I am blessed to be placed in this kind of situation.

Life is beautiful, you just need to see the bright side and learn from it.

 your dream is never to high to be chase, you just need a will, prayers, hard works , and give your best and

dreams do come true. :D